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QUIZZES!!!! (Because My Space still isn't cool enough for them) [16 Aug 2006|01:10am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Buck Cherry----Crazy Bitch ]

Okay....
Your True Birth Month Is January

Loyal
Social
Logical
Easily jealous
Loves children
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Likes to criticize
Needs close friends
Ambitious and serious
Smart, neat and organized
Hardworking and productive
Loves to teach and be taught
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Searches for the greatest romance
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses



Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.


Your Rising Sign is Aquarius

You are an interesting mix of introspective and outlandish.
Waving your freak flag high, you really do things your own way.

While you may seem distant, you care very deeply for humanity.
You just have no tolerance for fools, slackers, or dullards.

And while you're fairly misanthropic, many are drawn to you.
Innovative and clever, people look to you for new ideas and trends.


Your Kissing Purity Score: 44% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell...

But word is, you kiss pretty well.


Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.


Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.
Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!

The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures

Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez

Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon


You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.

You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.


You Are a Black and White Cookie

You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.
When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!


Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible

Fun, funky, and a little bit euro.
You love your summers to be full of style and sun!


Your Body Image is 52% Unhealthy, 48% Healthy

You may think you have a normal body image, but you definitely don't.
While you may not have a serious problem, you obsess over your looks way too much.


This took me basically forever...cause after I did them...I had re-do all but the body image one because I realized that I got them all in My Space code, not Live Journal Code. Depend on me to do that. Go figure.
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I want metal BB's. [07 Jun 2006|12:15pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | none ]

Men piss me off. Seriously. If you're a guy, stay away from me for a while. Unless you're a friend. In which case, your nuts will be safe from my foot of destruction. Anyone else? You're fucked. I mean it. You are. Come near me and say the wrong thing and I will seriously fucking kick you there and not stop until you've succesfully emptied either your bladder or a pint of blood onto yourself whilst unconcious. Don't believe me? Find me, say the wrong thing to me, and find out just how pissed and serious I'm being right now. You know why I don't want men near me right now though? CAuse they can't make up their minds. You know why else? Because they don't seem to want to be anywhere near me unless I'm belching and being 'just one of the guys'. I swear...me and someone else are doomed to forever roam the earth carrying the feelings of lonliness and depression whereever we go. And you know what else? If I could kill M.R.F., J.M.P., Matt and S.T.A. right now, I'd be more than happy with myself. You know what else? I'm so happy that only a few people know about this Journal site.

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Quizzes! Get over it, bitches. [21 May 2006|08:12pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | none--watching Charmed. ]

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.
Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.
People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.
But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.



You're A Crazy Drunk

When you drink, you get wrecked - and it ain't pretty.

Haha. Good thing I don't drink.



Your Seduction Style: The Natural



You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.

Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.

You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!

People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.


If any of that is true, someone let me know.

You Are a Goth!

You're so gothically outrageous, and you aren't afraid to flaunt it.
Whether you dress up like Robert Smith or a tragic Little Bo Peep,
chances are that you'll be parading around with the rest of the goths at Yoyogi Park on Sunday.
Don't forget your white makeup and blue lipstick! Who knows?
You may just get picked up by one of the seedy photographers.

I've never seen a gothic japanese person...

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

When did that happen..?

You Are a Blue Flower

A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance.
At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower.
And at other times, you are wise like an iris.
And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea.


Okay, that's it. And for once...I was happy with these with little confusion.
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This is like a long awaited reunion [21 Apr 2006|08:18am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Everything Changes-----Staind ]

I havent written in here in a while. So...topics on my mind? They're sucky. Wha are they?
1. Prom--I have no date, my parents want me to go because we have everything, and my mum wants to me to go with a guy who is nastier than nasty.

2. I missed two birthday parties yesterday and really fucking hope no one is mad at me over it. Why did I miss them? Because, even though I told my mum and dad about them on Friday night, they forgot. So we went to my Grandparents to visit my Uncle Joe from North Carolina instead. Convenient that they can forget about my friends b-day parties, but not fucking prom. Why?!

3. After I don't know how many years, I've convinced my parents to FINALLY get windows XP. The whole Cable or DSL connection is another story. and I'm possibly getting a laptop for Graduation. No guarentees though.

4. All I've got is three.

So...yeah...that's about it. And I don't know if I mentioned this...but my Uncle Joe officially creeps me out. And on top of that...I lost what I was going to say. Oooh...I need to print my picture for art...I think this is it.

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Blood stains and ruins [07 Feb 2006|07:58am]
[ mood | worried(duh) ]
[ music | The Quiet Things No One Ever Knows-Brand New ]

I was de-stressed until about 7:10 this morning. Then the stress came back and bit me in the ass when I saw it. I'm worried. He's not helping with that. I just want to know what the fuck happened, and not knowing is fucking me over more than knowing would. Why won't he fucking tell me? It's driving me crazy. I've never been more worried over someone before in my life. I hate this. Why do people have to be so fucked up enough to fight? Why? Someone please just tell me. I'd love to know why the basics of human nature is kill or be killed, why we feel the need to be strong and prevail in natural selection. But more than anything else...more than anything in the entire universe...I wanna know what happened. Just so I don't have to worry anymore. So that I know why there are bruises and marks. Just so I know what happened. Just so he knows how much I'm worried about him...even if he tells me not to worry. And I don't mean to sound mommy-ish, sorry if I do...It's just...I don't think I need to repeat it.

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School Daze Blues [02 Jan 2006|01:23pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | none ]

Blahh! A monday, we should have off, and I'm going fucking CRAZY in school. I'm tired. Bored. And this day is going way too fast. I also forgot...and now I forget what I forgot...if that makes sense. Go figure...I'm a loser. I now have to hound people to find out if they're coming to birthday party. Not cool. There's an RSVP thing on the invite for a reason...but oh well. Even if only two people show up, it'll still be fun. Gotta go...have something important to see.

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Anal Probing Twat Waffles! [27 Dec 2005|10:00pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | None. ]

Haha! I have a list of 30 things no one knows about me. Why? Because I couldn't really fall asleep last night. So here goes:
1. I'm afraid of the dark if I think too much.
2. I sleep with a Teddy Bear for reasons of insecurity.
3. I'm petrified of Chain Saws; even just the noise gets to me.
4. 90% of the time I feel ugly.
5. I love to draw, but get embarassed when it comes to show off my work.
6. I listen to Hard Metal more than people think.
7. I want a pet Monkey.
8. I'm easily annoyed with kids, even though one day I want one.
9. I've been called shallow because I prefer men with shoulder length hair.
10.I have 10 pairs of shoes, half of which I don't wear, and want more.
11.No matter how much sleep I get, I'm ALWAYS tired.
12.I love the color green, but wouldn't be caught dead wearing anything but black and blue(normally).
13.I have a secret obsession with the number 7...that is no longer secret.
14.I regret just about everything I've done from August '04 to April '05. Everything from May on is okay.
15.If the band name sounds dumb, I won't listen to it(unless, of course, I hear the song before the name of the band).
16.I have an un-decided future. Being a bum for the rest of my life sounds pretty good right now.
17.I desperatly want and need a job, but have no time for one.
18.I still play with Barbie's once and a while(not often...I'm not THAT weird).
19.If I don't change my nail polish color every 1-2 weeks, or don't have any nail polish on at all, I feel manly.
20.I love my boobs, hate the rest of my body.
21.I can't stand people who are weirdly religious(you know who I mean...the people who say "You're going to hell because you don't believe in Jesus!" or just force the religion stuff onto you).
22.I've done 1 styrofoam sculpture, and 1 print block, but I love doing both and want to do more.
23.My Grandma(my mother's mum) died 10 years ago, and I still think about her almost everyday.
24.My most vaulued possesions are:(and not because of the money value of the item)
-A pink sapphire ring from my great-grandmother
-My Teddy Bear, Mr. Snuggles, from Lea
-An old, wooden jewelry box from an old neighbor
-A ceramic music box topped with a Swan sculpture that plays the tune from Swan Lake, from my grandma.
25.I still love the movies:The Goonies, The Lion King, Pocahontas, Anastasia, and Beauty and The Beast.
26.MY house has nearly 100 Teddy Bears
27.I'm in love with the 90's 'grunge' look.
28.To me, Mexican food is the only foreign food worth eating; fuck all those other countries.
29.I'm NOT afraid to die.
30.I pay more attention to small details than most people think.

That's my list of 30 things. Don't go telling me you knew some of that stuff; most of it I try to keep secret. And I could probably get more on the list, I just don't want to. And now I'm tired so I'm going to bed. BTW, went to McDonald's today with Aurora and Brad, there's a hot clerk there named Chris(I was lucky enough to see his name tag). I need help.

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Dances [16 Dec 2005|01:02pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | We Are the Image of the Invisable--Thrice ]

Hey, look, I was wrong about the whole christmas dance! Turns out me and bum fuck Shane are just going with the same ticket, and once we get in he's going off with some Brianna girl that HE asked to the dance as a date. So our "just friends but at the dance together" thing was blown up. And I wasn't mad when he told me, but then I called Shenandoah and found out that she knew for a few days (I was just told last night, when it was too late to get rid of the couples ticket and get a singles ticket, or just return the ticket all together), that he ask Brianna. He never told me that he asked her. So that just pissed me the fuck off. Little pansy man. BTW Lea, I'm outta stamps so I'll send you your invitation over e-mail or something. Sorries!!!! Well...I've been fuming over the dance for the ENTIRE day and most of the people that I've told about it think he's a complete asshole for showing up with me and going of with someone else. He's lucky that I love my dress to death and WANT to wear it,and that I didn't kick his ass. But I was ready to. Still kinda am, only the anger is wearing off. But not that quickly. He's such a twat waffle...no, a fucking pansy man with no balls and takes NO chances. Okay..I'm done now.

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Neo McCarthyism [05 Dec 2005|08:45pm]
[ mood | I dunno ]
[ music | None ]

Look! I'm updating!...for once.

I straightened my hair today...people, for some reason, like my hair straight. Dunno why. But I now have to re-straighten it in an attempt to get the bumps out that it didn't get earlier. I'm getting it back to Curly on Wednesday. But for today and tomorrow...I'm just having a good time with it.

What else is there...well, not much. I was going to make a list of 10 things no one knew about me, but I couoldn't think of 10 things. I'm too open about myself.

I need professional help. I think. I dunno.

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Yes, It's that time again....QUIZZES!.../surveys.... [17 Nov 2005|09:52pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | Avril Lavigne---I'm With You ]

[Marital Status]Taken..not that that's a bad thing.
[Shoe size]9
[Parents still together]Of Course
[Siblings]Brother and Sister, both older
[Pets]2 dogs and some half dead fish
FAVORITES
[Color]Emerald Green, Black, Sapphire Blue
[Number]7
[Animal] Black Panther
[Drinks] Chocolate or Vanilla Coffee, Lipton Raspberry or Lemon Tea, or Hot Green/mint Tea
[Soda] Most Faygo, Pepsi, Mount. Dew, A&W Cream Soda
[Book] The Kushiel's and Harry Potter Series
[Flower] Red Rose
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] depends
[Twirl your hair?] Hell yeah
[Have tattoos?] want one
[Have Piercings?] want one
[Cheat on tests/homework?] have in the past
[Drink/Smoke?] once more..in the past
[Like roller coasters?] Hell yeah...who doesn't?
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] sometimes
[Want more piercings?] just one
[Like cleaning?] fuck no
[Write in cursive or print?] both
[Own a web cam?] no
[Know how to drive?] yeah, right.
[Own a cell phone?] no
[Ever get off the damn computer?] if I feel like it
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] Yeah
[Considered a life of crime?] Yeah
[Considered being a hooker?] No, but I have thought about stripping...after I loose weight
[Lied to someone?] yeah
[Been in love?] yeah
[Made out with JUST a friend?] yeah...wish I hadn't though
[Been in lust?] yeah
[Used someone] Not sure...depends on the use of the word
[Been used?] yeah
[Been cheated on?] If I was I never knew about it
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] My brother...I dunno if he can still have kids with all the times I've done it..
[Stolen anything?] in the past
[Held a gun] no
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] My Fav. jeans, a t-shirt and a scarf(dun ask)
[Current mood] Bored
[Current taste] Mouth
[What you currently smell like] ...me?
[Current hair] Ponytail
[Current thing I ought to be doing] SLEEPING
[Current cd in stereo] ICP---The Wraith
[Last book you read] Don't Eat This Book by Morgan Spurlock
[Last movie you saw] Saw 2
[Last thing you ate] Chicken Pot Pie
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Shane A.
[Do drugs?] No
[Believe there is life on other planets?] Yeah
Remember your first love?] Yeah
[Still love him/her?] Nope
[Read the newspaper?] Yup
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] Does half gay/lesbian count?(Bi..)
[Believe in miracles?] Not since I was little.
[Do well in school?] Excluding Math, yes. Including math...fuck no.
[Wear hats] Yeah..I steal the ones I like off of my guy friends.
[Hate yourself?] Sometimes
[Have an obsession?] Yes. Sleep.
[Collect anything?] Yeah...wait...I don't remember
[Have a best friend?] A few, who I love to death.
[Close friends?] alot
[Like your handwriting?] Love it
[Care about looks] Oh yeah.
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] From what grade?!
[First kiss] Patrick
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] Depends
[Do you believe in "the one?"] Yeah
[Are you a tease?] Ask my exes...not me.
[Too shy to make the first move?] Not really
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] FUCK YEAH!
[Bitch/Asshole] When I feel like it
[sarcastic] Couldn't get through a day without being it
[Angel] What kind of a question is that?!
[Devil] ....read the answer for "Angel"
[Shy] Depends on who I'm talking to
[Talkative] Depends on who I'm around

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!


Okay, so I lied. There was only one survey. And today I've been reminded on why I shouldn't date friends in my groups. Oh...look. My mother is now obsessing over a picture she had seen of Poppy. Why I share things with her is beyond me...oh, wait, I know. Because she is my mother. Go figure. I still don't know what I'm doing tomorrow...I was supposed to go to see Harry Potter with Shenandoah, Shane and Katie...but that kinda went BOOM(Katie is going with Sarah, Shenandoah is going by herself). I don't even know HOW it went boom. So I'm not really sure but I'm guessing that me and Shane are going to see it together. Yeah...another big group thing turns into me and him alone. Go figure. I'm tired. I'm off.
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I don't know what I'm doing here. [17 Nov 2005|07:24pm]
[ mood | unsure ]
[ music | Starlight Run---Existentialism on Prom Night ]

We're making secret santa stockings in french. I think I have a good idea on what I'm doing for the person I got. All I need is a neon colored glue thingy ma jigger, and some other pretty sparkly doohickeys. I also need to get some cool stuff that the person will like....THANK GOD I know the person I got. If I didn't...I would die. Me, Shenan and Jewlia all sort of screwed up though. We all know who we each have, and it isn't each other. I wish I had put something a little more than a Twix candy bar, White Chocolate Covered Pretzels and Any color of nail polish on my card though. Like Candles...why couldn't I think of scented candles? Maybe because I wasn't in a good mood and just needed to get something down before I got bitched at for taking too long on figuring out what I wanted. I wanna know what the hell got me so down and depressed over night. Maybe it was last nights dream...which of course I forget most of. Go figure. To top it off...if I could do French, I would have NO homework. Chocolate Coffee....Mmmmm. Yummy! Can't wait for the coffee to come in for French club...I really wanna taste that Snick-A-Doodle stuff that I got. According to Mr. Hall(the librarian) it's REALLY good. I hope it is. I can't stop drinking this chocolate coffee...I should brew a pot of coffee tomorrow morning and take a container to school. I think I developed a taste for coffee. Okay...gotta get off the subject of coffee. This would be so much better if I had Strawberry flavoring to add to it...chocolate strawberry coffee...yummy. Okay...off of coffee...need to think. Screw it. There's nothing else to update on anyways. Signing off...with my coffee. ^_^

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Round 2 [03 Nov 2005|09:04pm]
[ mood | not sure ]
[ music | none ]

I just got off the phone with Jewlia...and of course...I tell her that I don't like Coty anymore. Which is a complete and total lie. But I can't stand interfereing with my friends' relationships. Not that Jewlia and Coty are in a relationship...but. Yeah...she likes him...I dunno who he likes...I'm just losted. But I am gonna tell him when he comes in tomorrow...just to let him know that she's gonna ask, and that I do still like him even though she thinks I don't. But...shhh! Dun tell her that. He's only aloud to know...and whoever is reading this. I hate this. I like Coty, Shane, and a piece of me still likes JP. I dunno why I like all those people either. I think I just want someone to be with. Or I just have issues. Speaking of issues...I need to find a Social Topic that is good for school...stupid retards setting limits...

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Wow! Look who isn't dead! [29 Oct 2005|06:05pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Not music..movie--50 First Dates ]

Ding dong, I'm not dead. I just keep forgetting to update. Mostly because there's nothing for me to update ON.

I decided that because I don't know the name of the new Art teacher, who I originally called Umbridge, is now being called Frog Woman; not just by me, but by Tim Gilchrest too. Yes, we're on speaking terms again. Mostly because study hall is boring, and he can be nice when he's not horny. Depending on what day you catch him.

I gotted to buy Dazed and Confused yesterday, which made me very happy. I got the special "flashback edition", which has nine deleted scenes and some other cool features. So awesome. It was even better when I bought it. The clerk who sold it to me was cute, and didn't ask me if I was 18 or make me look around for my mummy to buy it. (If you've ever tried buying a movie PG-13 and above at Wal Mart, you have to be 18. Dazed and Confused is rated R. Lucky-ass me to get the nice, tall, hott clerk.)

My October so far: Shane's b-day party at the start of this month, when I decided I like Coty. Then two weeks of nothing. Then Friday I'm walking backwards down the hallway talking to Katie and ShenanDoah, and JP comes out of frickin' NO WHERE, grabs my sides, goes and goes "Rawr!". Me, being the jumpy little whiney thing I am, scream...not one of those little oh my god screams, one of those ear splitting holy shit I'm being eaten alive by zombies and am in imense pain screams. Not to mention that I jumped to the point that if I had claws I would've been able to cling to the ceiling. He kept laughing, I was scared as all hell. I got two hugs off of him because I was almost on the verge of hyperventilating. He still smells good. Yesterday I was supposed to go to Kennywood with a bunch of friends, but that fell completely through. Then today on the way out the door to pick up my dad, I fell flat on my face and almost knocked my teeth out. My mouth was bleeding on the inside to the point that if I spit, I ended up spitting out blood. It was gross. Tomorrow, I have nothing going on. And that has been my October. I also gotted a new black shirt that I love to pieces. I also have a new pair of favorite jeans. Don't ask.

Yeah. That's my updating-ness. That's it. My life is boring. And I'm overweight. Or just having a horrible bloated day. Oi.

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Who says the silent ones have problems? [22 Sep 2005|07:30pm]
[ mood | Placid ]
[ music | Cemetary Drive---My Chemical Romance ]

Wheee. So. Yeah. Haven't up dated in a while. Maybe because some days I'm spending six hours begging my parents to sign a waver so I can take a mechanical baby home. Other days I'm watching a kick-ass movie and then fall asleep half an hour into it. But most days I'm stuck up in my room, thinking of friends come and gone, and writing crappy as all hell rough drafts while listening to music that makes me want to watch movies either based in the 70's or straight from the 70's.

So this morning I pissed off my friend, Melody just because I wouldn't put her hair in pig tails for her. She got all whine-y and sigh-y and I just didn't care. If you can't do your own hair by the time your 16, you need HELP. Big help. And I'm sick of bending over backwards and performing tricks for people. Certain people I'll gladly bend over backwards and do tricks for...but I have to like you. Don't get me wrong, I like Mel, but me continueously bending over backwards and putting myself completly last for her sake is getting on my nerves. I listen to everything she has to say, and do whatever she asks me to do, but its time I stopped. She's barely listened to me, and if I ask her to do something she forgets to do it. Normal human flaws, yes, but I dealt with that with Crystal. I'm not doing it again. Sorry, No.

I'm also turning back into the little 9th grade self that I used to be. Quiet, withdrawn and always thinking. Unless around certain friends. Which is now leading to people thinking that I have lots of issues. Plus I'm pretty close to being on first-name basis with the Librarian, Mr. Hall. What can I say...the library is more fun than Lunch and Study Hall.

There's a new art teacher this year, that I just saw today. She reminds me of Professor Umbridge from Harry Potter. She creepy...I honestly don't like her. I begged Mrs. Nickolls to take me into her class again instead of giving me over to the Umbridge freak. Seriously...she fits the perfect description of Professor Umbridge only without curly hair. She's weird.

That's about it.

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Why. [14 Sep 2005|02:46pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | Stellar-----Incubus and Wings of a Butterfly---HIM ]

Why. A simple word. Yet so complicated when someone looks at you and asks why. But that has nothing to do with this. Actually, no. It does. But...I don't know how to explain. Lea...I know why JP is being the way he is. I just found out today. All of you will know either later on in this entry, or when I figure out how to post entries in school again. They took away my annotation master. But https:// seems to work well...but I can't post using that. And it sucks.

I think I'm depressed. That would explain my "I'm not going online or drawing anything anymore." syndrome. If you know me, then you know that I LOVE to draw and go online. But not lately. And on top of that...when you mention school to me, I sit there and go "I don't fucking care about school, I don't want to go to school, go to fucking hell and leave me the fuck alone." ...of course I say that in my head. Not out loud. Out loud its usually either "Mmmhmmm" "Good" "Why are you talking about it?" or my favorite...the almighty shoulder shrug. Now...shoulder shrugs are supposed to END conversations...not start a sleau of ones that branch from root topics, such as school turning into "Why aren't you eating as much anymore". Anyways...you might be thinking "Isn't that what you always thought about school?" yes, it is.

And there why is again. Rearing it's ugly little head. People in the english language should get rid of Why. Or maybe just get rid of every word known to mankind and start over again with new words. Maybe words that are mean and demeaning will be completely omitted. Except for swear words. Swear words get to stay just because they're fun to say. And fuck happens to be my favorite word, and the one I use the most. Not just because it more vulgar than the rest, but also because it's fun.

Back to the school thing...I don't care about it anymore. Bombing my french final would be an understatement...my french final is a combination of Pearl Harbor, September 11 and the Atomic Bomb on Japan all in one. Yeah. That bad. All because I didn't care enough to study. Earth Science is going good though! My last test I got 100, and a bunch of kids looked at me like I was some sort of mutant. Yeah. It was cool...yet embarrassing. None the less I felt special over it.

So...as of late, I've been getting into arguments over whether Dumbledore is dead or not. I'm sorry...you can't do that curse and fall a few hundred feet without dying. Sorry, no. Anyways...that's about it on my day. Oh! JP cut his hair. I almost cried. Then by the chance of walking slowly while passing him, I find out he has a g/f. That I didn't cry over, though you'd think I would. But no. I cry over his hair, not the fact that I don't have a chance with him anymore. The no more chance thing just made me go "Oh, okay. Whatever, I'm gonna go to the library now and read Speak". Yeah. I have issues. I'm trying to work them out.

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Quizes...again. [06 Sep 2005|09:40pm]
[ mood | I know...but you don't. ]
[ music | Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo--Bloodhound Gang ]

I don't think you people will get a REAL blog entry that tells you what I'm up to for a long while...so until I feel like updating properly, you're screwed into quizzes.

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Tender Kiss
The tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

I wish I really did have that eye color...its so pretty..

Take the quiz: "Which famous movie kiss are you?"

Titanic
You are the Titanic kiss!

Take the quiz: "Which Spice Girl Are You?"

Ginger Spice (Geri)
Hey, youre like ginger!!! youre cool and lots of fun to hang out with. youre the life of the party and you always be yourself no matter what!

...I could've told you that without the quiz...

Take the quiz: "Which Barbie Are You?"

Serial Killer Barbie
You're on the 10 Most Wanted list, and what is funny is the fact that they think your a man. Your cunning and clever, but most of all, you use those disarming good looks to lure your prey. They'll never catch you barbie. They'll never believe it if it was right in front of their face.

I fucking KNEW it!!!!

Take the quiz: "How emo are you?"

Holy Shit Your Emo
Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser.

Lookie! I'm an EMO kid!!!

Take the quiz: "Does he like you? Very accurate. For girls only."

70 percent chance
There is a strong chance he likes you. No, a 70 percent is not average at it. In fact, it's a very good result. Everything seems to be in place for him to have a crush on you. Now, use your own judgement to decide from here. Does he turn bright red around you? Does he always seem to be following you around, but never says anything? That's a shy guy. If he's more outgoing... well, that's a bit more obvious. Use your senses, and good luck. I would say for you to go for it. He seems to like you.

I wonder if that's true...I really gotta stop worrying/thinking about it....

Take the quiz: "Which Disney Princess are you most like (with 2 new princesses)"

Pocahontas
You are a free spirit who loves adventure. You adore all animals and have a lot of respects for Mother nature.

Take the quiz: "What Cuss Word Are You?"

Fuck
YOUR A SEX-A-HOLIC!! YOU LOVE SEX. WHETHER YOUR DEPRESSED, HYPER, OR NOT... IT'S ALWAYS IN THE FRONT OF YOUR MIND!

I am Fuck! Hear me roar!...It makes sense considering I say fuck more than any other swear word...

Take the quiz: "What My Chemical Romance Band Member Are YOU!"

Gerard Way
Leader and really cute too! Love You

I love him!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY, REALLY LOVE HIM!....did you know he has to wear a bullet proof vest on stage now..? Someone threatened to kill him...Poor Gerard...

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Reasons why you deny me quizzes. [01 Sep 2005|12:27pm]
At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will bePorn star
You will be worth$640,515
Everyone will think youUsed to have a crush on them
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Just cause I liked the answer.

Your High School Profile by xCheeRxQueeRx
Name
Grade (frosh, soph...)
school
you will be remembered asass hole
you will be remembered for being this much slutty: 60%
i think you are agoth
Quiz created with MemeGen!


What high school stereotype are you?
by winkxatme
LJ Username:
Real name:
Fave color:
Stereotype:Slut
People:Love you
Because:You slash your wrists.
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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QUIZES!!!!!!!!!!...shaddup. [01 Sep 2005|10:48am]
[ mood | dunno ]
[ music | Moulin Rouge--The Remake from 2000 ]

What Icons are for you?(Thank you for #1!! Please check out my other Memes!!) by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!


What Makes You Sexy?
by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part IsYour Ass
Special Talents AreLooking Innocent
Quiz created with MemeGen!


What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
OnFebruary 26, 2016
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Which Inuyasha character will save you when you go on a homicidal rampage?(Girls only...lovely pics) by Sesshoumaru_Rox
Name:
Age:
Using what:Myoga's Blood Sucking Powers of Doom
When:April 25, 2009
Damage cost:$77,967,611
Who do you want to save you:
Who will save you:
Your reaction:"GO AWAY! I was just starting to have fun!":hits person over heard with fist, then runs away::(Houstan, we have a problem)
Quiz created with MemeGen!


What does your anime character look like? Girls Only! (Tons of pics!) by Shira_Hoshi
Name:
Age:
Fave Color:
Birthdate:
Your Character:
What you Desire:Attention
Quiz created with MemeGen!


What do people really think about you?
by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents thinkYou're lazy
Strangers thinkYou're smart
Friends thinkYou're wonderful
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Did that one come out right? I think I messed up the code. And if it did, What is a Juggalo isn't really my favorite song...I just couldn't think of anything else.

Other than that...PEP RALLY TOMORROW! It's getting me out of an Algebra 2 test that I'm not ready for. GO PEP RALLIES!...I'm never going to ever say that again. Oh...I don't get the privlege of JP hugs. Dunno why either. But he also suddenly has been riding my bus for the past few days. Finally found my friend Shane who's in 9th grade. To picture him...find a picture of Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance with long hair, dye the hair blonde and put a pair of thick black "Emo" glasses on his face...and you got Shane. Oh! My english class is boring. So are the rest of my classes. My Child Care class is fairly amusing. We start with going over a study guide, and end with talking about House of 1,000 Corpses.
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GESTURES! [30 Aug 2005|03:45pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | For some reason...Hangin' Tough--New Kids on the Block... ]

Finally in art class something I can DO! Gesture Drawings!!!! It's AWESOME. ...course I had to wait till Art 3 in Belle Vernon to do them, meanwhile last year in Art 2 we were doing them in the first few days...I still have all my Baldwin ones. Either way, I'm pleased about the gesture drawings, because it means something I know, and something that I can be good at. Or at least somewhat good at. I can do a really nice one with pastels in a minute and a half, but I get really crappy results when I only have a minute...x.X. But that's life.

Nothing else really happened today...ooh! I don't know if anyone reading this knows Melody Popp(I know you don't Lea), but it was funny today in Study Hall. Me and Jess Gessner were talking with JP a little bit, and then Mel comes into the auditorium. Now...JP was within an arms' reach of me...but as soon as Mel came in..he sorta got this look like "Ew...ICKY!" and slinked away. He ended up moving about 5 feet from me and Jess. Remember...Mel is supposed to be my friend...so I'm not supposed to laugh, and please don't see me as a bad person for this...but it took everything in me to not laugh about it. It really did. I tried so hard not to crack up because of JP just sort of...slinking away. And then he told me I might not be getting hugs anymore..but oh well. Life goes on. No reason to cry over spilled milk, right?

Yeah...that's about my day. I've figured out that not alot of people like Melody...and I think it's screwing up my image too, because I'm usually seen with her. I don't wanna abandon her over it...but I really, really don't want to lose friends over her. Specially JP...he may not like me as anything more than a friend, but I really don't wanna loose that too. Plus some of the other people I like hanging out with don't really sit with her and I at lunch anymore. I dunno why...but they don't. And I miss them...all of them. I don't know if I should just...try and act like nothing is going on...or what...Lea...I'm sorry for putting you through this last year.

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First Day Back [29 Aug 2005|02:24pm]
[ mood | Complain-y ]
[ music | The song that the guy from Stir of Echoes couldn't name. ]

Gerg. Today was...bad. I had schedule confusion. And then I had to walk into the rain to go to a damn TRAILER outside the school. A TRAILER! Anyways...after the trailer...nothing. And then Study Hall came, and JP is in my study hall, but not with the same teacher, and he NEVER stays in Study Hall...he scurries off to do other things. Like girls. No, I'm kidding. I dunno what he goes to do. But that's not the point. Well...after getting booted from the library, I went on a locker hunt. My locker, to my LARGE dismay, is on the GROUND FLOOR. The floor UNDER the rest of the school. And my eigth period is on the THIRD floor. So if I want to get my stuff after 8th, I need to find a way HOME. Which is another Baldwin experience, only in Belle Vernon. I'm going to kill whoever fucking gave me that locker. I mean it...I will. Which means that I'm going to have to kill my guidence counsler, Mr. Lancas. And everyone else who deals with the schedules. Oh, and lets not forget the "no calculator" rule for my god damn Algebra class! I HAVE ISSUES WITH NUMBERS! THERE'S TOO MANY, AND I END UP GETTING CONFUSED!*yes, for one time only(unless you know me personally..)I'm admitting that I SUCK at math. Adding, Subtracting and Multiplying with WHOLE numbers I can do no problem...beyond that, I'm FUCKED. And call me an idiot if you want, I don't give a shit.* And I don't care what you say about me...I'm mathematically challenged. And I didn't get a JP hug. I wanted one...but didn't get one. *tear*. Oh...my Child Care class...god help us if any of the men reproduce, save one. The one who can reproduce without bringing on the apocolypse with the childs' birth is Shane. The other guys hopefully don't reproduce because if they do...we're all doomed. I'm not joking about that either.

Well...I get home...listen to music...almost blow out my ear drums by complete ACCIDENT trying to listen to Nirvana, and then watch TV. Which brings me here. To my camera problems. My camera doesn't like me tonight. It keeps making me look like shit. Either that, or I just look like shit. Either way, the pictures come out SHITTY. See...this is one of my complain days. Because I'm about to go into a rant about how I end up taking tons of pictures of my friends, and yet no one ever takes a god damn picture of ME. Except Lea...we always took pictures on her camera. But that's not the point. I don't even know my point. ....I sound like my mother.

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